Trying To Lay My Head Down Without Crying
I’m very trying. I don’t dare go to bed yet, just in case I start crying. I am going to stall as long as possible. If I can get off to sleep with neatral dreaming thoughts then great. But if this turns negative then I will turn to Instrumental Sounds Of Nature and try to think of nothing. Home is an easiar place to be than Uni. At Uni I just disappear. I am the Disappearing Girl…
On that note, I’m looking forward to the new Green Day album. I am going to attempt to play Pokemon before bed, and perhaps read The Bumper Book of Bunny Suicides by Andy Riley (great stuff)…I guess I have a sick sense of humour…Earliar on my Auntie asked me why I am tired all the time…she says it’s not right. I told her it’s normal for me…In a way it is; I’ve been like this for a long time. It’s the depression…
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