About To Go To Bed And…

Am absolutely knackered. But at least that means I will sleep. Well, at least halfway decent. I’ve had all these scenarios running through my head, and it’s all too weird and confusing to talk about now…I’ve been thinking about my American pen friend a lot…Again, would take too long to go into.
On the way to work I was crying. I had £2 in my pocket. I said to myself that either I would buy more painkillers to add to my collection (I was thinking about killing myself tonight, but I won’t) or some chocolate, to help lift my mood. I chose chocolate. I was proud or myself, especially because since I’ve been feeling low, I haven’t had any cravings for sweet things. I’ve barely had an appetite actually.
I’m going to check my myspace messages, and then try to sleep. Think of something positive to get me through the night.

~ by confessionsxofxaxteenagexrockxchick on July 8, 2008.