Well, I Haven’t Killed Myself…yet…
But I’ve still been thinking about it. I actually thought I was starting to feel better, but it’s day 5 since he broke up with me, and I woke up this morning and started crying my eyes out. I have to go to work at 5pm, and there’s a good chance he’ll be there…I just wish he’d want me back 
I mean, he just turned round and said he didn’t have feelings for me anymore, I mean, what the hell happened? My friends just got back from holiday and I sent them a myspace message telling them. Briefly. Going in to detail and thinking about him too much hurts.
Hello there. I saw the title of your post in the tags section.
I don’t know how serious you are, but please just let me urge you to talk to someone…an unbiased person (not a friend or family member)..about what you are feeling. There are a lot of free resources to be found.
I know you must be hurting so much. I understand that kind of pain. Heartache is the hardest to get over, because other people can’t see it from the outside, and they don’t know how much pain you are in. There is no medicine for it, no band-aid to put over the wound..
But, I can tell you from experience (and I’m much older than you) that the pain fades. Soon, you will be angry…very, very angry with “him”. That is a good place to be for awhile. It will give you strength.
He deserves your anger. He owes you a better explanation for why he left. He needs to know that you expect him to respect you, even if he doesn’t want to love you anymore.
I can tell you this now: You will not earn his love or his respect by threatening (or, God, forbid, committing) suicide.
Suicide is weak. Show him that you are STRONG. He will be sorrier if you move forward and go on to have a fantastic life without him.
That is the best revenge.
Take care. Please, take care.
Thank-you. I will try to be strong
Plz dont -think of all the happy things and people, and moments that youll miss -much more worth it than ending ur life for him
Be strong!:)
xx